My New Life!

I dreamt of a prince
But I met a king
I've been happy ever since
He made my wishes come true
Despite of feeling blue
He gave me more than I deserved
I wanted a charm
He got me a ring
I was unalarmed
What life could bring
He held my arm
He made me sing
One love song everyday
And he kept me praying
That he'd always stay
Because now i feel
That I am okay
I was falling
He pulled me up 
right away
He kept me up
In his own way
He's a smart man
He could solve mysteries
And tragedies
I'm his biggest fan
He made me believe in fantasies
And miracles
He made my dream come true
He loved me, he cherished me
He taught me things I never knew
He taught me truthful love
Away from sins
Like a dove
His soul is pure white
He brightened my life
When I needed it most
Like bright light
After a stormy day
He made my day
He made my life

*Fsf

My Life and You.

A dark cloud on top of me

A dark cloud that followed me

Through sorrow, through pain

Driving my mind insane

It rained, it rained from my eyes

My hands raised, so fragile

I closed my eyes to a breeze

You pulled me up--with ease

You opened my eyes to new life

You held me up and made me thrive

You gave me love, you gave me light

The dark cloud--you made it bright

You showed me moon, you showed me sun

When I wasn't able to look at none

You have power, you have charm

And now I'm safe--in your arms

*Fsf

Wedding Dresses in Dubai / Wedding Shops in Dubai

I know how hard it is to find a wedding dress
so here is a list of wedding Shops in Dubai

Vanila Wedding Studio
Jumeirah Lake Towers / Cluster N
 04 553 9010

Esposa
Al Wasl Road, opposite Life Pharmacy and Aswaq
04 385 4477

Hazar Haute Couture
Jumeirah Beach Road
04 394 8666

Bridal Boudoir
Palm Jumeira        
050 395 5036 (dresses for rent)

The Bridal Room
Shop#13 Jumaira Plaza,  Jumeirah 1
04 344 6076

The Bridal Showroom
Jumeirah Lake Towers / Cluster V 
04 457 9400

Contessa
Jumeirah Lakes Towers / Cluster X
04 364 9280

Frost
Al Wasl Square, Near Tim Hortons
04 345 5690

The Bride
Wafi Mall
04 327 9039

The Wedding Shop
Jumeirah Center
 04 344 1618


My Expeirence

I have only been to 3 shops until I found the right dress.

Shop 1:  Vanila Wedding Studio 

It was an amazing experience! It was the first wedding shop and the best!
I came in and I was welcomed and greeted in a very friendly way, I sat down waiting while drinking their amazing cappuccino, I felt so comfortable and welcomed. Only a few minutes later, I entered the fitting room and it looked beautiful! It was spacious and comfortable for me and my two friends. I was basically treated like a bride, I got my privacy and I was given the chance to try on as many dresses as I wanted and I didn't feel bothered or uncomfortable at all. I loved all the dresses, they were all so beautiful and budget friendly. I chose a dress that made me feel like all this was a fairytale, but wait that's only because I was so excited for my first time in a wedding shop, they had great dresses but most of their dresses were simple and elegant and I was looking for something a little more fancy but I still kept the dress in storage just because it was so amazing I didn't think I would find better. 

Shop 2:  Frost

I came in the door and the dresses were amazing! I was greeted by a friendly Filipino lady and I liked her welcoming smile. I walked around and a chose a few dresses to fit in. I went in the fitting room and it was a mess! My mood got a little cranky because I had an appointment and their job was to get things ready for me and make me "feel" like a bride. I tried to keep that smile on my face while talking to the manager and set up things together. BUT THEN, I had to actually try on the dresses and I felt really really uncomfortable! All the ladies working there came in the tiny and messy fitting room with and I felt really embarrassed and awkward since I had to pulled out and in the dresses each time with all of them in there staring, agh it was awful and I couldn't handle one more second in there and I started having negative thought about all their dresses. I tried two awful dresses then I left. I was disappointed because I had already chosen the dresses I wanted to try on but I didn't get to try any one of them because "they wanted me to try something else".  Also, the dresses were pricey and way over my budget.

Shop 3: Esposa

Lovely! From the second I entered I noticed that the place was so high class and I thought that I wouldn't find a dress with the budget that I set! But surprisingly I was greeted by lovely ladies and we had sat down and had a lovely chat about the dresses and all, and I had to fill i the paper and write down my budget, the style of dress that I like and etc. Then we went upstairs and the place was so comfy, quiet, and just so high class! I tried on different dresses and they were all lovely so it was really really hard for me to choose the right dress, But in the end I did! I ordered the dress and had to pay half the price until I received the dress then finish the payment. The dress takes a long time to be delivered though (around 4 months), but everything else was perfect. 
 

Don’t spread positivity, spread love.

I’ve been thinking to write about positivity since I’ve been struggling to become a positive person and I’m still not . I feel that no matter how positive I was, life would kick me back to the ground, and at that time all I'll ever need is love and support . So now, my next big goal is LOVE, and I’m having big hopes about it .

This is something that I’m writing to myself, but everybody else could benefit from . We’re all in need, we’re all weak . We sin, we lie, we make mistakes . The only way we could go through life is with some help from others, and that help we call love . I know exactly how it feels to be as weak as a fish with no water, and only someone who LOVES that fish would put it back in the tank for it to breathe again, but the others will only think to eat it .

One time I was there breathless.. I looked around and I found no love, no help . That is when I decided I’ll hop, I’ll throw myself in the water, I’ll live again, then I’ll be the one to spread the love because I know that a lot of people are there without it .

Love is easy to be given, everybody accepts it, even the most negative person in the world would smile when given love . It isn’t hard to go up to someone and make their day better, it isn’t hard to help someone who had been suffering, it isn’t hard to put a smile on someone’s face, it isn’t hard to give someone something they’ve always wanted, it isn’t hard to make someone happy, it isn’t hard to give love .

Love is a small word but with big meanings, it is what we need to grow, it is what we need to survive, and it is what we need to keep going . Go ahead and spread love, because that way you’re not only giving love but you’re also giving what comes with love: sunshine, happiness, care, tenderness, guidance, trust, respect, sympathy, enjoyment, enthusiasm, and much much more than the words that I can think of .

It is simple to love, it is something everybody was born with, but through time it might fade, until we learn to use it again .


 Check out one way to do it:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9Tvik9nmV8

You're Given Choices

You wake up to a new day
You sleep to a new dream
Nothing ever stays
You won't be forever seventeen

You love someone
At one point they leave
Its not all so fun
You'll learn when you grieve

One day you're so happy
The other you cry to sleep
One day you'll feel so crappy
The other you'll get on your feet

Just fight for you life
It is hard to stay alive
You'll feel pain and you'll hear lies
You'll go through it all but then you'll survive

This is how it is
Face it or hide under lies
You can either kiss asses
Or walk with your own pride

This life has given you choices
You've had your chances
You can't have all your wishes
Chose before we're all ashes

One Day I'll Fly. I believe.

Could home be never home
Could I be never safe
Could bed be hard as stone
Could family grow with no faith

Is it hard to believe
Or is it me stuck in dreams
Does reality make me grieve
Do I belong or should I leave

Am I real or am I fake
Is this me or am I insane
Have I done any mistake
To deserve what I can't take

When is it that I'll fly
So free of all the pain
Maybe like a butterfly
Its an insect but no one complains

`Fsf

We All Know The Feeling

     We've all been through ups and downs in this world, but whom of us had learned the most? There are tragedies that make us suffer, but still we learn nothing from them. There are also tiny mistakes we make that teach us very big lessons. There are times when little voices bothered us so much, but also other times when the loudest music made us dance to the beat. It is complicated to be a human being, because human beings have feelings and mood swings.

     There came days when I woke up early in the morning feeling refreshed and feeling that I got the whole world in my hands. Everything seemed so beautiful and everyone seemed so loving. The weather makes me want to have breakfast outside, the children's noise felt like happiness and everything in the world was so perfect.. For me, those days don't visit me a lot.

     I wake up very late hating on the poor little birds near my window because they made too much noise. I wash my face and I just don't want to take that morning shower that refreshes me because I do not want to feel refreshed. I would ignore every single human being because I just feel like nobody wishes me any good, I feel like everybody is my enemy and I would fight them all!

     No one is to blame because we were born this way. Nobody promised us that this world is going to be filled with blooming flowers and cloudy days. We were put in this world to understand that there are rights and wrongs and there are good days and bad days, but we don't all understand. We need time to cope with what every human being is forced to go through: life.

     Every single day of our lives is going to be at least a little bit different than the other. We all still have tons of question marks in our heads, but it is too early to have them all answered. We need to live to understand. We have got to cry to appreciate happiness and we have got to starve to appreciate the little food that we once thought was disgusting. We need to learn to love so we could live, so love and appreciate whomever loves you because life is not going to give you many chances.